Twitter outcast Facebook


If you dont own a twitter account , you should create now. For me , Twitter is better than Facebook though Twitter only meant for tweeting. Twitter is a place for you to tweet as much as you want rather than you put it in Facebook status which sometime annonyed your friends. I use twitter to chat & share photo too. Its easy to use. If you have more followers , you will feel excited and hungry for more. Currently I followed 52 peoples and Im followed by 137 peoples. You can stalk people too , I use Twitter to stalk people. Muahhaaa . Yeah for me , Twitter rank number one , followed by Facebook and MSN . Those who have yet to create Twitter account , do create one and follow me , just type Lutefieldhadi .

;06:57

Testimonial gave me confidence on who I am.

Just collected my testimonial on the very last day of collection. Was so busy that I have to authorise my brother to collect for me. Reading my personal qualities really touch my heart. I dont know that I have a good personality. This are some of the comment extract from the comment:

1. Fil was a very trustworthy and enthusiastic student who showed his talent and pontential in many aspects of his academic portfolio - I know I can be trusted but Im not really an enthusiastic student and I dont really show my full potential.
2. Fil was a diligent student who was highly committed to his education. He would clarify his doubts with his teachers and peers if he did not understand the concepts well - I am a diligent student , everyone is diligent , nobody were born to be stupid , and I think I dont try my best for my O level.
3. Fil also willingly guided those academically weaker than him during their self-study session - Im willing to share my knowledge to people especially my bestfriends because I want them to succeed with me.
4. Fil is a respectful and well-mannered individual - Im respectful person because I respect others , simple as that. Im well-mannered in teachers eyes because I give the main respect to older person.
5. Fil is sensitive to the feelings of others and made many valueable friendships - Cant agree more , I care about others feeling and I did made lots of friends across the level. Sad to say , I already forget about my secondary school friends.
6. Fil is somebody to whom his peers and juniors look up for - I find this sweet and I agree with this comment :D
7. As a student councillor , he carried out his duties very well and was not one who would shy away from additional duty - Dont let those who did something wrong run away from justice , be a man , thats my motto that made me a good councillor. Extra duty not for fame but to help others.
8. Fil showed moral courage in critical circumstances - Be courageous.
9. Fil was concerned about the welfare of the class and did many things to promote a sense of belonging among his classmates - Nobody going to be left out if you are in the same class as me , thats my main concern .
10. Fil is innovative and enterprising - Wow .
11. Fil has the maturity to handle tricky and difficult situations - Be matured , Be yourself , Fight the obstacles and you will succeed .
12. Fil is fully capable of assuming greater responsibilities in the future - Thats my goal , to be a leader and a good leader and I know Im capable . Maybe I can be a politician one day , god always by my side.

Theres a lot more but its more about my achievement which I wont share anyway. For me , I always try to be the best and will always try.

;06:53

I am who I am , Secretive Me .

For those who knew me for quite some time , they know who I am. I am super duper secretive. Most of my life , I keep it secret.

Same goes to problem. If I have problem, I tend not to share to anyone especially my family. I dont and I wont share my problem with my parent. I dont want to give my parent a negative impression. I know my bro and sis always share their problem whenever they face any problem. For example , bro always have a night chat with mum and he always complain about his problem , tell mum that his friends fight with friend of his. For me , thats not important , mum dont need to know that. Bro just seeking attention. And mum always told me that my brother is matured because bro likes to share problem or critic others behaviour. Yeah my brother hate cheeky girl and he always tell mum that he fucking annoyed with cheeky girls around him. I dont see why I should tell this to mum. I dont tell my parent that my friends fight or get pregnant. It will give them bad impression towards my friend. I respect my friends. I dont share my external (outside home) problem with them but I will share my internal (home) problem such as If I fight with my siblings.

For friends , I dont really share my problem with them . One of the reason is because I dont want to be an attention seekers. Secondly , I dont want to make my problem as a burden to them.

Sound like Im a problematic person because I have lots of problem. For me , I dont have family & financial problem. My family love me. Yeah although sister get extra love from dad and bro gets extra love from mum , I dont give a damn as long they love me. I dont need extra love from them as long they love me. Mostly my problem is friendship and relationship problem . Yeah Im so childish.

For me , you dont need to solve or know about my problem. As long you make me happy , I tend to forget about the problem. Cheer me up if Im not in good mood.

My life is full of secret. My facebook , twitter & blogspot account is tightly secured. I created two facebook account. One is for my friends and the other one is for my family & high rank people like reporter & event organiser.

And I will lock myself at home if I have nothing going on. I dont want to go out and bumped into people that I know. Even to go to Triple 8 near my house , I can bump into more than 5 peoples. Thats why I dont go to shop now, my brother have to take my duty. Sometime my parents get annonyed with my weird behaviour. Just to throw rubbish at the rubbish chute also dont want. I know lots of people in my block and two of my ex live in the same block as me. Bad habit or phobia ? LOL. I know Im weird . Just bare with it.

And theres a reason why I wore jacket everywhere I go. Some people know why.

My life is full of secret and my bro have to send spy to spy on me. Whos the real culprit , my mum. They are so kaypo to know about my life. I have to threathened my bro's friend not to say anything about me.

Sometime its not good to have lots of friends. What to do , this is my lfie , I have to appreciate.

;01:01

I Have No Friends but I Have Lots of Bestfriends :D

I use to have 18 ex girlfriends. Not trying to show off but trying to show that I have lose interest in being attached anymore. Not completely lose interest but not interested in relationship on time being. For me, relationship is not important. What is important is friendship , to be exact, bestfriendship. I dont really need friends, I mean I dont really wanted to have friends. 10 bestfriends is better than 1000 friends. What I want is bestfriend. Not bestfriend by name but a real one. Secondary school life just ended. Frankly speaking, I already forget about my school's friends. Im starting a new chapter. Gonna start all over again. Im quite fussy in choosing bestfriends. I can even turn my bestfriend to strangers .

Im not saying that Im the best but I think I am. I do treasure my bestfriends. I love them regardless of race , sex or religion. Im willing to sacrifice my time , money & energy for my bestfriends. I treat them like my own sibling, even better than how I treated my siblings. I feel comfortable whenever they are by my side. I will miss them whenever they are not by my side.

Dont miss interpreted me. When Im close to a girl , doesnt mean Im a flirt or playboy & whenever Im close to guy , doesnt mean Im gay. Get this right. Maybe because I treated them nicely , doesnt mean Im a flirt, playboy or a gay.

They are lucky to have me as their bestfriend. Maybe not all of them consider me as their bestfriend but I consider them as my bestfriends. Its not easy to choose a bestfriends. You got to be somebody ! Chey fake.

K crap. So I got 14 peoples in my mind. Out of 14 , 11 of them is new friends , 2011 version, still fresh. Out of 14 , 3 are malays and 11 chinese. I have more chinese bestfriend than malay althought I cant speak mandarin that well. Out of 14 , 11 are males and 3 females. Mostly I go for guy bestfriends because only sissy will go out with groups of girls. I dont want to look like a sissy. Im not a sissy. LOL

4 of them are actually my secondary school friends. They are worth to stick with. Who are they ?

• Sabrina 17
• Foo Kok Feng 17
• Zahin 20

Sabrina & Kok Feng are my bestfriends in secondary school. They always here for me. We joke around , share problem with and solve it together. Three of us always stick together. I got lots of good memories with them and I thank them for being here for me till now. Although we go to different path , I will never forget both of you.

Next batch of peoples is my colleague. Got to know them this year while working at different places. They are :

• Marcus Teoh 19
• Jia Wei 20
• Elizabeth Goh 20
• Kezann Leng 20

Okay , although I just know them , I want to consider them as my bestfriends too. They are one of the best colleague I have ever work with. They listen to my problem and try to give me advice. Although we rarely meet , we will try our best to meet. Now Jia Wei is serving his NS. Jia Wei , Elizabeth & I planned to go Bangkok together. Fun or what ?. And to Marcus , sorry Im not able to tag along to overseas for horse riding, I wanted to but the date clash. For Kezann , she listen to my problem and I listen to hers. Though we rarely meet , we still keep in touch. You guys made my work day even more exciting. Thanks.

The last group is my classmates. They are :-

• Pearson Eckhard 22
• Phone Dian Wei 19
• Leon Tai 18
• Dickson Koh 17

Barely know them less than a month but we already bonded. They are the best people I have ever met. We go to school together , go back together , sit together , laugh together , had fun together. I know this sound gay but I dont give a damn. We are all straight and we are bestfriends. Thanks to Pearson who always give us ride to MRT station everyday without fail. We love your car man ! LOL . Thanks Phone , every morning going to school with you make my morning brighter. I dont like to walk alone liao. LOL. Thanks to Leon & Dickson for making lots of stupid and silly joke. You guys are such an awesome sluts ! Haha.

Yeah thats all. I love them regardless of race , religion or sex . Thanks god that I know them.

;08:12

For Me , Everyday is Mother's Day


Happy Mother's Day mum. Yeah I didnt even wish her because for me , Mother's Day is everyday. A Mother's Day wish is nothing compare to love that we give to them. Mum is one of the greatest person I have ever met. She gave me everything I wanted , love , money & freedom. She trusted me so much. Shes very hardworking and always sacrifice for others. She is one and only mum I will have. I love her so much that I always treat her like a friend. She the cutest person I have ever met , cuter than my ex-es. I dont need to buy present for my mum , bring her to restaurant to eat or apologise to her because I know I can do that every single day , not only on Mother's Day . Screw Mother's Day !

;05:23

Never abandon your house .

Here I am talking about my house. My house is just a simple house. We randomly bought the house because we wont stay there as we are staying in Malaysia because my parent want me to be educated there . So when we bought the house somewhere in 2002 , we abandoned it. The house if fully furnished , it just that nobody living there. We only go there when we are in Singapore for some function. My house located infront of Tekong Park , a park with big field , running track , soccer court , BBQ pit , playgrounds , basketball court. To be specific , its located infront of big park with lots of big tree. Nice view. So the house is abandoned for two freaking years . We dont rent it because we dont want to.

However one day , my cousin fiancee wanted to rent our house , we dont actually rent it , we let her stay in our house since nobody staying there. She said she wanted to stay for four months but it only lasted 4 days. Why ? We chase her out ? No we didnt. She decided to leave the house because something happened.

To our horror , she said that slept with a monster. What monster ? Cookie monster ? Woah if cookie monster come , I will be happy , so cute. Err but if cookie monster really come , I would have been running to my parent's room. Okay back to the topic. Yeah , a big hairy monster laid on her when she was sleeping. Oh my gee , so scary. However , we thought its her imagination so we just ignore about it.

So one day , dad was in Singapore for working purposes and he had overtime. So he decided not to go back to Malaysia and stay in our Singapore house. Same thing happened to him . He was pinned down by the monster. Sound like Monster Inc movie , LOL.

After two years staying in Malaysia , we decided to go back to Singapore and stay there. So everything back to normal till one day , my sister vomitted a lot of time. She vomitted a lot of time and she doesnt want to eat and drink because she is afraid that she will vomit again. She was admitted for four months in hospital and we spend more than $10000 for her medical expenses. Parents have to cancel their trip to Saudi Arabia and I have to stop schooling for a while. Doctors do not know what my sis suffering.

And within the 4 months , only my bro , dad and I stays in the house. They said they saw oily man and ect. I dont see any , thanks god. Sometime in the kitchen and sis's bedroom , we heard something. So we did our best to call the ustaz & chinese acupuncture. After four months , my sister are back to normal.

Prayers did help. After quite sometime, everything is okay. Only we can heard marbles on our ceiling. Some people said that abandoned house will attract spirits.

Yeah nobody dares to stay at home alone after 12am. And for your information, since the incident , my living room house is always on every night without fail. Will never leave my house in the dark. Will never leave any chicken bone in the sink.

And I notice that my bathroom tiles design look like malay ghost "pocong" . Scary. And dad even change the dining room light , the dining room light is so nice with sculpture of human with arrows but dad decided to change to normal lamp. The lamp look creepy too.

So far, only my sister like to stay alone in the house, I dont know why. Now , everything is okay , thanks god. Suffered enough and we hope this wont happen again. Sister nearly died because of this , she lose 40kg. To make the matter worst , Tekong Park is haunted as what I heard . A women had been murdered last December there. Creepy but I love the house. My dad wanted to move house to Bishan but I dont want to. I think my house location is perfect. I just hope that nothing will happen again . Pray hard !

;08:45

Cheap Doesnt Mean Good , Expensive Doesnt Mean Wasting Money .

My hair is not that long but I wanted to cut it. I hate my hairstyle. I went to Kimage last month to have my haircut and it turned out bad . I dont blame the stylist nor the salon. I think the way I explain what I want is wrong. Thats why it turned out like this. Different people have different outcome. Kimage salon is one of the best salon in Singapore. I recommend you this salon although mine is not as what I expected. I went to this salon because of the good comment about this . Maybe this salon not suit my hair . I paid $45 for the haircut which come with wash . I got 20% off because I worked at the mall . So I paid $38 for the haircut.


Last my month was my first time cutting at Kimage.  Usually I always go to Supercuts Cineleisure for my haircut . My stylist , Shirlyn is a good stylist. She wash my hair and the way she massage my head is absolutely awesome. I feel fresh after the massage. They served me hot milo and I only paid $27 for the haircut. Actual price is $45 but because Im a student , I get student price . I brought a lot of my friends to cut at Supercuts Cineleisure and they are sastified with the outcome.

Some people may say that I wasting my money and for me , as long its good , I dont mind spending a lot. No point going to barber and pay $7 and get a bad haircut . Im phobia with barber. My last time going to barber is last August . I rather cut myself then going to the barber. Im sorry , not trying to be arrogant but if I hate it , I'll hate it.


I stop using my Gatsby too as it doesnt suit my hair . Im using Panama hair clay . It may cost three times more than Gatsby moving rubber but its good.  So no regret buying .

Im going to have my haircut next week. I will have my haircut every 11th of the month. I missed my fringe . Totally miss it. Im not going to dye my hair because I want it to look natural , black is sexy. Im not sure whether I should rebond my hair. My parents is quite particular with my hairstyle , they will nag at me if my hairstyle looks like those hooligans. Typical Sporean parents. Im scared to try something new , salon that I have not been before because Im afraid that it will not turn to what I expected . And I always go with my friends if I want to cut my hair . I find it awkward to go alone since my dad always accompany me to barber when im younger . Cute . Lol

;01:06

If Iphone Specification is Better , I Would Have Buy it .

You know what , not all people fancy Iphone & Im one of them. Afterall , Iphone is not the best. As HTC & Samsung Mobile sales consultant, I know theres a lot of disadvantages of Iphone.

• Iphone Processor - 1GHZ vs Dual Core 1GHZ/1.2GHZ .
• Iphone Screen Size - 3.5" vs 4.3" . 5" & 7"
• Iphone Battery Casing - Cant be Remove vs Removeable
• Iphone External Memory - Not Supported vs Support up to 32GB
• Iphone Bluetooth - Only Iphone to Iphone vs To Any Phone
• Iphone Syncing - All by Itunes vs My Computer
• Iphone SIM Card - Micro SIM vs Normal SIM
• Iphone Button - One Button vs More than 1 Button
• Iphone Screen - LCD Screen vs Super Amoled
• Iphone Battery Life - 8 Hours vs 12 Hours
• Iphone - Does Not Support Adobe Flash
• Iphone Camera - 5Megapixel with Single Flash vs 12.1Megapixel with Dual Flash
• Iphone Video - 720p vs 1020p

However , what I like about Iphone is , with contract, you can get it cheaper than other high end smartphone. Iphone has more internal memory , 16GB & 32GB and I cant agree more that Iphone applications is superb especially when you jailbreak it. Rumours saying that Iphone 5 will be release somewhere at the end of 2011 and if the screen is bigger and camera better , I will grab one as my contract end this August. Hope the phone look like the one picture above .Will see how.

;06:02

Osama is Dead , Terrorism Still Alive , Lets Together Fight Terrorism !

Yeah , I bet most of people already heard the news about the death of the most wanted man in the world , Osama Bin Laden. Im glad that he is dead but he got lots of followers. Terrorism is still alive , lets together fight terrorism. For me , death of Osama make the world even more dangerous. His followers must be angry with the news and will start to attack for revenge. I hope not but we cant take this easily. Singapore custom already tighten their security. I feel safe here in Singapore but we still have to beware. And by the way , Islam have nothing to do with Osama , he is not muslim anyway because muslim dont behave like that.

;05:17

I Dont Hate PAP Nor The Opposition , I Hate The Voters .
Singapore Election 2011 is around the corner. After the nomination day , rallies & posters everywhere . Actually , Im neutral. For the time being , Im not eligible to vote but if Im eligible , frankly speaking I have no idea who should I support. PAP is not bad afterall. Because of them , Singapore now a 5 star country. Opposition party caught my attention too. I adore some of them such as Chiam See Tong but I dont think he should take part for this election because of this health. Nicole Seah , youngest candidate ever . I envied her , I want to be a politician too, I know Im capable but it just that Im not good in study. Haha damn. Erm , both PAP and the opposition is good . I dont hate any of them but Im annonyed with the voters. Im not siding PAP but I dont think PAP did a bad job. It just that Singaporean wants more and there will be no full stop. Typical Singaporean , give leg , want head . I dont really care who will won the seats but as long as my country have stable politics , there should be no problem for me .

;05:07