I am who I am , Secretive Me .
For those who knew me for quite some time , they know who I am. I am super duper secretive. Most of my life , I keep it secret.
Same goes to problem. If I have problem, I tend not to share to anyone especially my family. I dont and I wont share my problem with my parent. I dont want to give my parent a negative impression. I know my bro and sis always share their problem whenever they face any problem. For example , bro always have a night chat with mum and he always complain about his problem , tell mum that his friends fight with friend of his. For me , thats not important , mum dont need to know that. Bro just seeking attention. And mum always told me that my brother is matured because bro likes to share problem or critic others behaviour. Yeah my brother hate cheeky girl and he always tell mum that he fucking annoyed with cheeky girls around him. I dont see why I should tell this to mum. I dont tell my parent that my friends fight or get pregnant. It will give them bad impression towards my friend. I respect my friends. I dont share my external (outside home) problem with them but I will share my internal (home) problem such as If I fight with my siblings.
For friends , I dont really share my problem with them . One of the reason is because I dont want to be an attention seekers. Secondly , I dont want to make my problem as a burden to them.
Sound like Im a problematic person because I have lots of problem. For me , I dont have family & financial problem. My family love me. Yeah although sister get extra love from dad and bro gets extra love from mum , I dont give a damn as long they love me. I dont need extra love from them as long they love me. Mostly my problem is friendship and relationship problem . Yeah Im so childish.
For me , you dont need to solve or know about my problem. As long you make me happy , I tend to forget about the problem. Cheer me up if Im not in good mood.
My life is full of secret. My facebook , twitter & blogspot account is tightly secured. I created two facebook account. One is for my friends and the other one is for my family & high rank people like reporter & event organiser.
And I will lock myself at home if I have nothing going on. I dont want to go out and bumped into people that I know. Even to go to Triple 8 near my house , I can bump into more than 5 peoples. Thats why I dont go to shop now, my brother have to take my duty. Sometime my parents get annonyed with my weird behaviour. Just to throw rubbish at the rubbish chute also dont want. I know lots of people in my block and two of my ex live in the same block as me. Bad habit or phobia ? LOL. I know Im weird . Just bare with it.
And theres a reason why I wore jacket everywhere I go. Some people know why.
My life is full of secret and my bro have to send spy to spy on me. Whos the real culprit , my mum. They are so kaypo to know about my life. I have to threathened my bro's friend not to say anything about me.
Sometime its not good to have lots of friends. What to do , this is my lfie , I have to appreciate.
